Craiova, Romania. I was so lightheaded as I woke up… Where am I? Why is my room so small??? Whyyyyyy does my back hurt so bad?

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Oh. I am back here. If it weren’t for my mum, I would probably spend the rest of the day in bed. You know, I kept thinking about what I should write. Should I be honest with you guys or should I write something like “Haha! I am so happy, I’ve missed Romania so much, my “beloved” home… and so on?” Nope. That would be lying. I had a great time in Germany. I had it all there, more than I had ever expected, and I even had that feeling of security… Thanks to Certa. No, this is no advertising. It’s the truth. Still… as you already know, I don’t need to surround myself with people in order to be happy. I just need that my beloved ones are okay. And I need confirmation: “X and Y are alright.” And almost every day (except for one day during the whole month) in Berlin was super cool. I spoke with mum on a daily basis – same with my other “important humans :P”  and that was all I needed. Perhaps you guys need more… I don’t. Of course, I had one of those moments, when I asked myself if I had made the right call… just a couple of days before leaving for Germany – I was a bit scared, I guess it’s normal. But right now I am convinced that I do not want to stay here, in Romania. I cannot – I am suffocating here.

I spent the whole day with my mum. I am not going to write too much about her. – not because I wouldn’t trust you guys (hehe :)) ), but I almost never talk about the “vital” persons in my life… My VIPs are mine only, even my thoughts about them are just for me. And if I were to talk too much about them, they would turn cocky. Hihi. Sorry, guys.

Not much else to talk about. So much monotony around here… I wonder how the Scheuchs are doing…