Today was a really boring day. I wanted to study a little in the morning, but to no avail. In the afternoon I had my daily talk to Dr H. She was really good, I was… a failure. Once I got the diagnosis wrong and then I forgot all abput the new therapy for the patient. Great job, C. You are „excellent”. She told me she started taking lessons from another teacher. I find the new structure from this teacher ok, it’s similar to the one our teacher in Berlin gave us. But I think we should talk a little bit more about the physical examination. Oh well, who am I to have an opinion about it. If the teacher said so, then so should it be. I forget about everything anyways. Whatever…

I think I’ll go on with my translation… and then I’ll just stay in bed.

My beautiful cup from Berlin is broken. My friend from Paris and A. had some Glühwein in one of the Christmas markets and he gave me this cup afterwards. I’ll try to glue it back together…

When you try your best but you don’t succeed… When you get what you want but not what you need… When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep… Stuck in reverse…

My neighbours have noticed I’m back. They sent their daughter here with some Lamington cake. Such a lovely family. They have two daughters… one is already living somewhere else and the other one would also love to go away. I can understand them both…

PPS.  And when I say I’ve had enough and I wanna stay in bed… then send me the lovely Certa ppl one great boost. :)) I’ll start training with another doctor. She’s currently doing a clerkship in the same hospital in Munich, where I did my clerkship. On Gyn too. Tomorrow, 12 o’clock… I’ll be the teacher :)))